Frustration --- Is this normal for an absolute rookie..
Posted: Sat Jul 20, 2013 1:17 pm
Most of you know that I have just passed my first year of touching a firearm. For the record I have never tried my hands on anything that involves shooting be that in archery, crossbow, or event knife throwing. I am still at a stage to learn how to hold an AR. In this short period I am in love with revolvers, for fun, but the one discipline I really love is free pistol. I got involved in air pistol because FredB suggested me to learn proper pistol handling by learning how to shoot AP first before attempting to fire any live firearms. As previous posts I have mentioned, I was super clumsy on semi-automatic sidearm, ruining at least one expensive pistol, among other offenses. I am not allowed to touch any semi-automatic sidearm again until a proper instructor trains me, assuming I am still interested.
My sport background was one year in rugby team in high school, three years as captain of my University's badminton team, and four years competing nationally in motorcycles racing, being ranked nationally and has my owned plate. Then I became disabled, at one point I never saw the outside of a house for 3 months. That was how bad my bedridden state was. Also, anything slightly above my waste and below are useless. All the muscle and organs have minds of their own, and that means I felt pain from diaphragm to my toe, and every single part in between. Believe it or not, the most devastation effect was that I could no longer race. At one point I was top 10 nationally.
When I first purchased a pistol from bummer 7, a genuinely good guy, who sold it on behalf of a friend, I was told never to touch the sights. Subsequently I cannot form a correct sight picture, and if I did, the cant and the grip holding is ridiculous. If I aim the way people told me to hold a pistol normally, I will cross fire. I never did discussed the fact to bummer7, probably because I thought he was always right. I did not take into the account that the pistol (Walther 300) was set up for the owner who is much taller than me and has a different approach on footwork and posture, plus prefer it to be barrel heavy. We have philosophical difference, and to him I acted way too competitive. I don't know whether it was me being used to taking pole in a race, or that I was frustrated by the fact that I have to twist my wrist and position myself strangely just to hit the target paper. To me that was not competitive at all. I did not even have fun.
My first match ended up at 84, so bad that it was tossed away without reporting to the USA Shooting. It was less than 3 weeks after I purchased the Walter 300. I was so discouraged that I almost quit at the spot, until someone handed me a Steyr LP1 and then I got to hold a PGP75, and suddenly I realized that not all pistols were set up the same. I got to test the Steyr LP1 and suddenly I can hit the target paper. So I sold my Walter and ended up with a Steyr LP10. It was an old one (99) and I had Buck "modernized" it.
I still did not touch the sight, but at least it is now neutral in L/R/T/H. I can sort of aim now but still with great difficulty. The way I aimed was that, if the sight picture has no daylight left and right, then it is line up correctly and that I should shoot, If there is daylight but it is not balanced, then it is not aimed correctly. If there is daylight on both sides and they are equal, I shoot. I made tiny adjustment, in this case rear sight L/R, out of curiosity. My subsequent scores of the next three tournament are around 150.(.250). For the record I still cross fired ridiculous amount of shots to the point which the match official and my friends joking told me that they would need special card board boxes at the end of my lane and the neighboring lanes to protect the range. The match official actually was "coaching" me at one point with 1/3 of the match left. I finally know how to pull a trigger!
At that point I was fed up again. I have a standard winning pistol that everyone else has, I still shot poorly. The average score of the California championship this year is 432 (.720). John B. shot a 570 to win the title. I looked at the ranking in USA Shooting and everyone is high .800 to high .900. There are several .700 but they are veterans (seniors).
Hand eye coordination should not be a problem, otherwise I would not have trophies for my racing. Negotiating turns at high speed requires precision, plan well ahead, and commitment. You don't show up at the corner than make a decision. You set it up at least two turns ahead.
After the last PTO I began to wonder if it is my Steyr has a problem, as I had TWO cylinder failures just prior to the match on the way to the line. John B. was kind enough to test my LP10 and there was no problem at all. Then suddenly he turned to me and said "How can you possibly aim? Your front blade is so thick that you cannot see anything".
That was in the middle of April, some three months ago. I got some blades, changed them, open up the rear sight more, adjust the rear sight (acted counter against my initial education) L/R/T/H. After only two sessions I was already in the high 100s. I could see my sight, I don't need to twist around for the cant, and I can aim the pistol directly towards the target. My last shooting around that period, by the end of May, broke .500.
I spent the next two months or so working on the FWB65, purely for strength exercises and I did not touch my LP10 for almost one and a half months. Then I have to calibrate the LP1CP for my misses. Calibrate is the wrong word, set everything to neutral is the right word, plus purchasing the standard accessories, for example, hers did not come with the barrel weight. She was the one who has to adjust the sights.
I started shooting again last week, and now I am knocking on the door of 400 (.660). However I was not too happy, I have problem aiming my front sight WITHOUT the target became a blurring background. I also have strange groups: The pellets were all over the target while I have four straight inner 10s and close to 20 shots made at 9 and 10. I average one miss per practice match, and nowadays I consider it being me not being careful in seating the pellet, or examining it. I average 30/30 bull wise (that is 0-6 vs 7-10), but the 0-6 itself is also 50/50. 15 of them form groups, then 15 of them are fliers.
My questions are these:
1. I am at my early 40s, am I a slow learner, consider my experience in ANY projectile weapon is zero one year ago?
2. Do I hit the wall, and really should quit? Due to my disability and medication, I do have some shaky hands (and legs) sometimes. I counter that by grappling the grip and strengthening my arm as hard as possible. On a good day my hand will be at rest, on a bad day I may as well go home.
3. Do I just need further instruction, coaching and tips from colleagues, to help me out, perhaps I have bad posture or footwork? My footwork and posture is the same as Uwe Potteck, from his youtube video. Interestingly I also correspond with him.
I don't know whether I am over my head or not. I am planning to break .750 by October, and .800 sometimes in next spring, which will bring me back to the upper-middle portion of the pack of the California state championship competitors. At that point I will have around 1 year and a half of experience.
The true love I have in shooting is free pistol, but due to range fees and distance of the range from my home I cannot do it all the time. I am happy to shoot 60 points (.100) and I am also happy to shoot 150 (.250) It does not matter, I probably will keep doing it for fun.
As for AR, as soon as I shoot "OK" (hit the bull (4-10), not the bulls-eye) and I managed to hold the rifle consistently and securely I will quit. Misses will take over the rifle...actually she already has. I will only use it for practicing how to hold it ambidextrous, and to be able to consistently hold it correctly as a once in a while review exercise.
Anyway, my long whine is really about whether I am in too slow a pace, or rather have zero talent, or that my medication/illness shake makes me difficult to shoot accurately, thus renders improvement pointless.
I know a lot of you find me amusing or annoyed as a troll,. a lot of you educate me genuinely, especially Rover; a lot of you find my posts useful. But I need some genuine suggestion. I know that most of you describe the brick wall is around mid 500. Right now if I shoot non-nonchalantly I can easily get around 330 (.550.), if I were serious and do a simulated timed match I am only a few points under .700. I expect that I will break .700 before the last PTO of the year in August.
..but even then...so what?
I expect my misses to beat me within 2 months. She has learned how to shoot since 5, and she only had shot AP ONCE, without adjustment, barely knows the rules, does not know how the AP works, and promptly shot over .300. I fully expect her to beat me within a month of practice, and be in the .750 within 2 months. Without knowing anything about Air rifle, she shot it for the first time last night. 8s and 9s on the AR target.
I know I suck, but there has to be a reason, even if the reason means that I have hit my limit and my talent is zero.
Advice needed please. No joking. No trolling. I love you all
My sport background was one year in rugby team in high school, three years as captain of my University's badminton team, and four years competing nationally in motorcycles racing, being ranked nationally and has my owned plate. Then I became disabled, at one point I never saw the outside of a house for 3 months. That was how bad my bedridden state was. Also, anything slightly above my waste and below are useless. All the muscle and organs have minds of their own, and that means I felt pain from diaphragm to my toe, and every single part in between. Believe it or not, the most devastation effect was that I could no longer race. At one point I was top 10 nationally.
When I first purchased a pistol from bummer 7, a genuinely good guy, who sold it on behalf of a friend, I was told never to touch the sights. Subsequently I cannot form a correct sight picture, and if I did, the cant and the grip holding is ridiculous. If I aim the way people told me to hold a pistol normally, I will cross fire. I never did discussed the fact to bummer7, probably because I thought he was always right. I did not take into the account that the pistol (Walther 300) was set up for the owner who is much taller than me and has a different approach on footwork and posture, plus prefer it to be barrel heavy. We have philosophical difference, and to him I acted way too competitive. I don't know whether it was me being used to taking pole in a race, or that I was frustrated by the fact that I have to twist my wrist and position myself strangely just to hit the target paper. To me that was not competitive at all. I did not even have fun.
My first match ended up at 84, so bad that it was tossed away without reporting to the USA Shooting. It was less than 3 weeks after I purchased the Walter 300. I was so discouraged that I almost quit at the spot, until someone handed me a Steyr LP1 and then I got to hold a PGP75, and suddenly I realized that not all pistols were set up the same. I got to test the Steyr LP1 and suddenly I can hit the target paper. So I sold my Walter and ended up with a Steyr LP10. It was an old one (99) and I had Buck "modernized" it.
I still did not touch the sight, but at least it is now neutral in L/R/T/H. I can sort of aim now but still with great difficulty. The way I aimed was that, if the sight picture has no daylight left and right, then it is line up correctly and that I should shoot, If there is daylight but it is not balanced, then it is not aimed correctly. If there is daylight on both sides and they are equal, I shoot. I made tiny adjustment, in this case rear sight L/R, out of curiosity. My subsequent scores of the next three tournament are around 150.(.250). For the record I still cross fired ridiculous amount of shots to the point which the match official and my friends joking told me that they would need special card board boxes at the end of my lane and the neighboring lanes to protect the range. The match official actually was "coaching" me at one point with 1/3 of the match left. I finally know how to pull a trigger!
At that point I was fed up again. I have a standard winning pistol that everyone else has, I still shot poorly. The average score of the California championship this year is 432 (.720). John B. shot a 570 to win the title. I looked at the ranking in USA Shooting and everyone is high .800 to high .900. There are several .700 but they are veterans (seniors).
Hand eye coordination should not be a problem, otherwise I would not have trophies for my racing. Negotiating turns at high speed requires precision, plan well ahead, and commitment. You don't show up at the corner than make a decision. You set it up at least two turns ahead.
After the last PTO I began to wonder if it is my Steyr has a problem, as I had TWO cylinder failures just prior to the match on the way to the line. John B. was kind enough to test my LP10 and there was no problem at all. Then suddenly he turned to me and said "How can you possibly aim? Your front blade is so thick that you cannot see anything".
That was in the middle of April, some three months ago. I got some blades, changed them, open up the rear sight more, adjust the rear sight (acted counter against my initial education) L/R/T/H. After only two sessions I was already in the high 100s. I could see my sight, I don't need to twist around for the cant, and I can aim the pistol directly towards the target. My last shooting around that period, by the end of May, broke .500.
I spent the next two months or so working on the FWB65, purely for strength exercises and I did not touch my LP10 for almost one and a half months. Then I have to calibrate the LP1CP for my misses. Calibrate is the wrong word, set everything to neutral is the right word, plus purchasing the standard accessories, for example, hers did not come with the barrel weight. She was the one who has to adjust the sights.
I started shooting again last week, and now I am knocking on the door of 400 (.660). However I was not too happy, I have problem aiming my front sight WITHOUT the target became a blurring background. I also have strange groups: The pellets were all over the target while I have four straight inner 10s and close to 20 shots made at 9 and 10. I average one miss per practice match, and nowadays I consider it being me not being careful in seating the pellet, or examining it. I average 30/30 bull wise (that is 0-6 vs 7-10), but the 0-6 itself is also 50/50. 15 of them form groups, then 15 of them are fliers.
My questions are these:
1. I am at my early 40s, am I a slow learner, consider my experience in ANY projectile weapon is zero one year ago?
2. Do I hit the wall, and really should quit? Due to my disability and medication, I do have some shaky hands (and legs) sometimes. I counter that by grappling the grip and strengthening my arm as hard as possible. On a good day my hand will be at rest, on a bad day I may as well go home.
3. Do I just need further instruction, coaching and tips from colleagues, to help me out, perhaps I have bad posture or footwork? My footwork and posture is the same as Uwe Potteck, from his youtube video. Interestingly I also correspond with him.
I don't know whether I am over my head or not. I am planning to break .750 by October, and .800 sometimes in next spring, which will bring me back to the upper-middle portion of the pack of the California state championship competitors. At that point I will have around 1 year and a half of experience.
The true love I have in shooting is free pistol, but due to range fees and distance of the range from my home I cannot do it all the time. I am happy to shoot 60 points (.100) and I am also happy to shoot 150 (.250) It does not matter, I probably will keep doing it for fun.
As for AR, as soon as I shoot "OK" (hit the bull (4-10), not the bulls-eye) and I managed to hold the rifle consistently and securely I will quit. Misses will take over the rifle...actually she already has. I will only use it for practicing how to hold it ambidextrous, and to be able to consistently hold it correctly as a once in a while review exercise.
Anyway, my long whine is really about whether I am in too slow a pace, or rather have zero talent, or that my medication/illness shake makes me difficult to shoot accurately, thus renders improvement pointless.
I know a lot of you find me amusing or annoyed as a troll,. a lot of you educate me genuinely, especially Rover; a lot of you find my posts useful. But I need some genuine suggestion. I know that most of you describe the brick wall is around mid 500. Right now if I shoot non-nonchalantly I can easily get around 330 (.550.), if I were serious and do a simulated timed match I am only a few points under .700. I expect that I will break .700 before the last PTO of the year in August.
..but even then...so what?
I expect my misses to beat me within 2 months. She has learned how to shoot since 5, and she only had shot AP ONCE, without adjustment, barely knows the rules, does not know how the AP works, and promptly shot over .300. I fully expect her to beat me within a month of practice, and be in the .750 within 2 months. Without knowing anything about Air rifle, she shot it for the first time last night. 8s and 9s on the AR target.
I know I suck, but there has to be a reason, even if the reason means that I have hit my limit and my talent is zero.
Advice needed please. No joking. No trolling. I love you all